Thank you v. I think you’re absolutely right. It’s not so much him, certainly not right now. I look at him and i feel anger. It’s the constant playback my mind wants to do of our past that kills me. And then because he has so cleaverly rewritten our past; all of what where my happy memories of my first love are just tinged with “it was all a lie”.
The two guys are totally different, i married a caring sweet guy. Now he’s cold and totally selfish.
So i don’t regret my spew. He needed to hear it. And i will gladly stick those pins in some unmentionable areas.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16