Cherry, It won't. My mother had feelings for my father until he died. They had been divorced for 8 years and both were remarried and doing their own thing. But I caught my mother crying shortly after my father's funeral. It's ok to love someone who is not acting very loving. We just have to detach and realize their wayward behavior has NOTHING to do with us but their own head show.
You just keep doing you and make Cherry irresistible! It's good to see you back around.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3