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[bhappy2]

Just getting ready to go to the gym and after that I have some shopping to do, then off to work.

My weekend away might be postponed until next weekend b/c one of the people I am visiting isnt feeling well.

W was very nice today and as usual made dinner and leaves it for eveyone as she goes to work. I was going to do laundry and she apologized that she just started a load. I said no prob I'll do it later. She doesnt like touching my gym clothes and has not done my laundry in a while.

I am starting to feel less and less that I want to work things out with her and quite frankly i still cant believe that this is where we are in our relationship. As I have said before I truly believe she thinks the grass is greener on the other side, well I say just go for it... Why wait!!

W's sister who is 48 has had several A's and is still married. She even brought the new BF's to family functions. It was always premised by her saying that she was getting D'ed and that her H was aware of her new BF. I was always told by my W to never confront SIL48 about this and it was a really awkward situation at family gatherings. BTW she is back with H and at family gatherings they almost never interact.

I would really like some suggestions on how to interact with W, at the current moment its all small talk which either one of us will intiate. Should I stop intiating? At this point I find myself asking her stuff that is just really irrelavant. I even see myself as being annoying but when she is around i can't help it. It is minimal but I would think if it was the other way around I would be annoyed.