Hard stuff to write about: Two nights ago I had a dream that STBXW walked into my room, was in a good mood, and kissed me. In the dream I was confused at first but I liked it. Then last night I had a dream she was talking to me, smiling, laughing, and touching my arm while talking. Can I please go back to the dreams where I'm going on dates and kissing hot women? I can hear it now, "See, Holding, your subconscious knows you haven't really moved on or detached."
I think after being married almost two decades you cannot expect to suddenly stop thinking about her.
