Enjoy your life. You are putting too many expectations on yourself. How about, just going for it. If sex haooens it happens. One life, that's all we get.
If this man truly desire you, how about enjoy being desired. Also having sex doesnt mean you have to M him. You are doing good. Look like you are taking control of your life again.
This M is showing you that you are a priority in his life. He's thinking about you when he's making decisions. When he got his rental car and hotel, he was thinking about you. Think about that. You were on his mind while he was getting those things. Someone has 25 on his brain.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.