Acc, thanks for setting me straight (again) about my fears on the legal matters. Hopefully this is the last time you'll have to remind me of that.
JoeJoe, you're right that I need to present a better image for my sons. But I think you misunderstood when my son asked about his mother dying. I nodded yes, meaning that I WOULD be upset if she died. In spite of my anger, I do want them to have their mother in their lives. (I'm good for another Texas meetup too!)
I met with my IC tonight and asked her how I can let go of this anger I still have. She said for now I need to be aware of it and not let it control me. Believe it or not, I really don't enjoy this anger, and it's actually not as intense as it used to be.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18