Fighting my way out of the dark - Part 6

[Holding]

Thanks LH and Dusty!

Instead of being pleasant how about trying indifference?

I try to pull off indifference, and I think I come off more like Spock than the Fonz. She reads Spock as hatred.

What's going on with your workouts??

I just haven't been able to go as much lately. I should probably take up walking in the evenings again. I do manage to get in my pushups at home though.

Are you still angry at this point, I get it but if you have accepted that your M is not salvagable the prospect of what you new life looks like should drive away the anger.

Yep, I know on a rational level that what you're saying is true. But I'm still in the thick of this battle. STBXW is harassing me about why mediation is taking so long, and blaming me and my L for excessive delays. These things do push my buttons, as they affect my ability to see into the future.