By the grace of God

[mleigh4]

Want to add, I do wish I had clarified to H that I don't blame him for what happened to us but I do blame him for giving up on us because I was still willing to fight for us. That would be the blame and disappointment he hears in my remarks to him. That is something I will just need to work through.

Oh well, not sure it would make any difference but maybe I will get that out there to him too.