FF,
I guess I've got to make the best of the moment and perhaps opening up to each other a bit more might help our R in general. I really believe the fewer the secrets, the better the R. What should my next step be?

Your frank oral details have got me all horny! The only sex we've had in the last 2-3 years is when I've been allowed to give her oral. I love it giving it and because of the way she's been treating me, I developed erection problems due to anxiety to catch the available moment and so oral was all I could achieve anyway.

I've never been given a BJ in my life and I'm jealous! I think she'll never ever go that far. There's not even a danger of me coming in her mouth as I can't ejaculate as I mentioned before. I would think I'd be quite popular with most other women because of this.