Woohoo!! Not really sure why she reacted that way, but more power to you! Enjoy it!
To answer your ? - I'm not really sure why things changed. I think it has something to do with the fact that it was the beginning of our R, and I was HD. For the first 3 or 4 months of our R, we didn't HS (or ML) - we took care of each other orally, mainly. I used to give him BJs every night! I even swallowed a few times. Now, my H has to beg me to do it, and even when I do I never swallow.
I would like to think I've gotten better about this recently. When we HS, I have to 'go' first if I want to 'go' at all. So by the time it's his turn, it isn't that great for him. This always makes me feel bad, because 99% of the time we're HS because he wanted to (don't get me wrong - I do desire my H and I am totally into it once we get started). I feel like I've robbed him of his wish, ya know. So lately I've been offering to take my turn, then finish him off orally. That way he gets to enjoy it, too. I'll finish him in my mouth, but only if he's wearing a condom. He has never complained about doing it this way, though I have a feeling that someday down the road he may ask for more. I know that it's part of him, part of the man I love, and that it's a natural thing. But somehow, I just can't bring myself to do it again.
Maybe some of you have some suggestions? I've ordered the book mich suggested, 'How to Be a Great Lover'. I know it would totally freak him out (in a GOOD way) if I was to take him in my mouth, and I know I would reap GREAT benefits from him for at least a week. I just can't seem to bring myself to do it.
><> Just a fuzzyfish tryin' to be a better blowfish.
