Well, what started off as an overwhelming month is turning into one of the most incredible positivity, learning and good experiences.
Downside was I had a very brief dip into the worry (read: panic) of being cheated on. I expressed it (very, very badly) to the wonderful man I am with. I can see how much I upset and hurt him, and I can also see how much I need to learn to just talk constructively and positively with the person I am with, how much I need to learn to take the heat and emotion out of some things.
I never had that in my M. We **never** talked about questions/issues/problems. I feel like I tried, and I know that he just couldn't. I had other people say that about him as well while we were M, good friends of his, so it wasn't just me. It was the way he was.
