Well, what started off as an overwhelming month is turning into one of the most incredible positivity, learning and good experiences.
Downside was I had a very brief dip into the worry (read: panic) of being cheated on. I expressed it (very, very badly) to the wonderful man I am with. I can see how much I upset and hurt him, and I can also see how much I need to learn to just talk constructively and positively with the person I am with, how much I need to learn to take the heat and emotion out of some things.
I never had that in my M. We **never** talked about questions/issues/problems. I feel like I tried, and I know that he just couldn't. I had other people say that about him as well while we were M, good friends of his, so it wasn't just me. It was the way he was.
Last edited by job; 11/27/1701:25 AM. Reason: added link to new thread
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
