Wow, I feel like I could have written a lot of that myself - apart from the bit about Mexican food wink

Seriously though, it's inspiring to hear such clarity and positivity after so much confusion and pain.

Please post again and keep us updated.

Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017