Sorry I've just read through and noticed you do see a therapist. I hope you're getting some help through this horrible time with your therapist.

If nothing else, at the end of this you will be feeling like a better, stronger you.

Me 50 H 48
S 23 S 21 D 19
Together 31 years
Married 25 years
Separated April 2009 Reconciled 2010
Separated September 2017