I think you are right to have your guard from your past experiences. But this time try to look at it from an optimistic side. Expect the worst, hope for the best.
What if she is truly being sorry, you dont want to ruin that.
Live in this moment and enjoy it. I think she is probably feeling really bad for hurting you. That don't mean she wants to save the M. But she feels really horrible right now. Maube she got convicted about how she was treating you.
Tomorrow morning tell your wife Good Morning with a smile. Be genuine, if you be genuine, try your hardest to be. Don't pursue. It's something neighbors tell each other the time and they smile doing it.
If she asks you to do something for her, try saying I dont mind, instead of, "well I guess if you want one". If you don't want to donit say no. Bit I think you wanted to hug as well. The NGS makes us say well if you want. A man says, what he truly feels. Yes, I mind receiving a hug.
Take charge, that's whats been lacking from you in the M. Take those openings when they present themselves.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.
