You asked for non judgemental and I’ll respect that. Lord knows you’ve e been through enough and have every right and reason to want out of your M.
I would suggest that you reread your posts and look at them through objective eyes, though. I only say this because there’s a distinct element of “I’m in control and can stop anytime I want” in them.
By all means do what is in your best interests. But be honest with yourself while you do.
