Lost, just read your sitch. Sorry your're hear. If you have seen some small improvements then continue with what you are doing, you won't see this ah ha moment and the next day everything is all good. It is a marathon, take it from me and whoever else responds to you. Work on yourself, you are the only one you can control and change, I tried to get my W to change her mind at BD , it doesn't work! Take the advice from the good people on this board, they are all trying to help YOU! Good luck!