Man has this been tough! Can't wait to just move on!
dusty70,
Yes, going through the process of separation and divorce is surreal. But, I was divorced a little over a year ago, and I have to say, it does get better. I can see all sorts of opportunities and options opening up for me in the future. There are so many things to do and experience. You know that feeling you had when you were younger and about to go off to college or start a new career; there's a feeling of fun and adventure right around the corner.
Anyway, it does get better. Keep chugging along and things will improve.