I don't post much around here these days. But I will say that CT is one of my favorite posters on this board. I followed his sitch from the start when I first got on this forum. I was actually sorry to see the "D: Mar '17" on his signature. If there was any damn person on this board that was going to bust his divorce, it was going to be CT. He had a long and hard journey and I watched him get stronger and stronger with every post he made. He fully found his balls and himself again.
Read his words very carefully and really take in what he in what he is saying.
CT made a post on Christmas Eve of 2016 that might have changed my life. I remember reading it that night as I sat alone in dead silence, on Christmas Eve for the first time in 15 years. His post really got to me and gave me a new perspective on this whole f-cking thing. Check it out and give it a read when you have time. Then read it again and again and again.
CT did include some of that post in his comments above, but here is the link to the whole post.
