You absolutely missed an opportunity. The opportunity to NOT HAVE THIS CONVERSATION AT ALL!
You CANNOT talk her back into your M. Logic and reason will not work. You CANNOT nice her back into you
After a long sleepless night of reasoning w/ myself I got up this a.m. feeling that way... seeing it in black and white by those who have gone through it/going through it helps cement it in.
These convos are serving some purpose, I can clearly see she wants to engage in most of them, I am starting to feel that it is her way to keep me on the hook. She brought up t-giving again last night only to get me to invite her again (which I did), she said we'll see. She left and I went looking for a 2x4 to use on myself.
The sun still rises, even though the pain.
Married: 10 Together: 17 M:40 W:37 D:13, S 7, S:5 1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17 Separated: 7/26/17 W moved back home: 12/1/17
