It is understandable that you need a break. We all take breaks from the MLC madness. It will be good for you to put your focus on you and your daughter for a bit, especially with the holidays coming up. Getting a new car should be fun and a change for you.
Please take care of yourself. The door is always open and we are here for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.