What to Do? 4

[chris19]

East -
But you HAVE TO take your focus off of her. HAVE TO. Your mental health REQUIRES it.

Yes, I know I do...this has been a recent reoccurring theme for me. For some reason the holiday season and her bday and the birth of my first nephew (well her first nephew) is just getting the best of me. I am glad I have set up time with a IC to work on myself.

Maika - Thank you for you personal experience in the temp checking situation. Much appreciated; I hope to learn from your exp.

Sandi - I figured as much. The humble pie needs to be served.

If she really wants you.......she will find you and she will swallow her false pride and apologize and ask you to please give her another chance.

This make complete sense. I am afraid to lose her and that fear is currently at my neck. It stinks. Again, I think this time of year is just killin' me. Another think is one of her BFs is getting married in Mexico next week and we were invited...I was so much looking forward to that vaca with her...it's just another memory of not being together which hurts.

Good thing I am back in school and can focus on something else; plus hitting the gym 7 days a week.