Caz, We all know how much it hurts, and there are dozens of us on this board who feel for you. You will get lots of support here.

KML offers some awesome advice. Take it.

Also don't worry about the occasional slip. By themselves, they will not ruin any chance you have at reconciliation.

This will take a long time. You have to be patient, and take care of yourself.

M:23 T:26
Me:53, Wife: 60
S:18
D:16
filed 7/16
W moved out 4/28/17