Phew its been awhile. I dunno what made me come back to this site today or maybe i do. Back when my sich first started i was on here almost everyday, this place was my life jacket that kept me afloat. I made so many mistakes, maybe the same mistakes everyone else was making too and everyone was so helpful. I didn't know it then but in the end those mistakes does not determine whether you get back together with your stbx or not. So if you are new here. Try not to stress to much over every little detail like i did or like everyone else on here did.
So about my sich, its been good in a weird and new way. Im still finding myself, i feel like a new person. The old me was content family man so sure of himself and his surroundings and was so happy to grow old. Now its like i dont know what the day brings, i can do anything i want and everyday i try to answer that question. I think my s6 finds it a little annoying cause sometimes he would rather watch tv or play on the ipad and im dragging him out the door on another adventure.
If anyone listens to Hinder's "without you". Theres a chorus.
"Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought I'd say I’m fine Without you"
Hey Natus, weird, but for whatever reason I came by this site and I saw your post. As you may or may not know, I've followed your stitch almost from the beginning. It's good to see you're moving on with life.
So am I. I haven't been this happy in many years.
M 55 W 52 MR 32 T 34+ D29 BD May 8, 2016 - She moved out ILYBNILWY May 15 (Through email) No EA/PA August 23 - DB used against me in every way Divorce July 18, 2017 - Life is getting better every day
