I have a lot of respect for those who can DB and stand for their M for years. Maybe I'm too prideful to do that.
IMO your fooling yourself. You are mad at yourself for not being done, but your'e not done. That's why you still get into these tussles with her. You wouldn't if you didn't care.
It's ok to not be done but stop trying to convince yourself and us that you are.
Dig down deep and figure out why after all she put you through that you are still not done.
