Had a convo w/ the W yesterday, for a few hours I was really optimistic of our future... later in the day I found my self shaking my head thinking really... this is why you blew up our family... pathetic. How can I get over this if we move forward. Anyhow I will journal the details of the convo later when I have more time.

I heard a song for the first time this a.m. that I wanted to share with you guys. Really sums up how I am feeling lately... I think many of you might relate, check it out (you can find it on you tube) It's by Lucas Nelson - name of the song is "Find Yourself".

Enjoy fellow DB'ers

The sun still rises, even though the pain.

Married: 10 Together: 17
M:40 W:37
D:13, S 7, S:5
1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17
Separated: 7/26/17
W moved back home: 12/1/17