She is convinced she can be a good mom but seems unwilling to even give an inch
wants the connection on her terms, not concerned with the possible ill effects of
her new life style with OM and how that may effect the girls
maybe that why the therapist Sid she wasn't ready because she is still in the hold of addiction

I wonder if the turning cell phone off is her party time to escape with drugs as well
It must be hard to be sober and be in a full on relationship with an addict
she might be getting just as high with him over the weekend

I think she needs more time
but maybe this meet up was a step for future change for her once she again FEELS the pain and loss of not being able to persuade you to see life her way and give her what she thinks she wants-her kids back
maybe she will then have to realize her kids coming back or not can't fix her


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow