Well I did it, I stayed strong. My W text me and so I told her what time I would be home cause she had my car keys. She offered to pick me up from the train station before she left for the night to wherever it is she goes. I said if she liked, got a long reply back so I just text back yeah that’s fine. She was early at the train station (first time ever), I was polite and cordial. She dropped me off and came inside, she told me she cooked some food if I wanted anything, and grabbed some painkillers for her headache. I went to the toilet hoping she would just leave. But she waited. I said goodbye and stood there, she came over and hugged my, I put my hand on her hip and staid kind of firm, I said goodbye and as she walked out the door, I did too and went off to arrange a van for the weekend.
I’m sure after the hug she will be very cold when she comes to collect the kids tomorrow to take them to my hometown. But I’m confident I can stay strong and just be happy. I don’t think I came across as too happy tonight as the pressure was building on the 3 hour train journey home, especially once I knew she was collecting me. I, looking forward to moving out this weekend, I’m sure it’ll be tough at first but it’ll settle down I imagine...
In the bin is 2 bottles of wine, and one bottle of the wines her friend drinks. I just don’t understand why she’s the one that needs to get drunk every night when she left me, I only had two pints in the hotel!
