I hate when I realize what I should have said after we speak.

I wanted to say; I understand how that could have been scary ass heck when they told you about the birth complications; but I feel you are directing those emotions in the form of anger towards me and I feel attacks. I know what I did in the discussion was right. Your allowed to be upset with me, that is the beauty of life; I’m am just going to doubt myself.

- is that something I could still say?! Should I leave it alone? Sorry for the massive updates; heads a little spinny and can’t sleep.


M:30 W:28
T:9 MR:2.5
NoKids
Seperation 1: 9/16-12/16
Move back in: 1/17
BD: 8/15
She moved out: 9/1