I just want to say I'm really sorry to see what's happening with you and your wife. I'm in a similar state. My husband just left two months ago and it's really hard to break off all contact. I wish to appear confident and happy and look like I'm moving on but I haven't succeeded thus far. It got complicated because I got sick. Remember to at least take care of your health because it's very, very difficult to get sick when you're alone for the first time in a long time and there's no one around to help or lend comfort! Hopefully though you'll stay healthy and will adjust to the change and then your wife will wish to reconcile so you'll at least have a choice.
