I guess I'm still worrying how she reacts to every thing I do.
I suppose I keep bringing the R up cause I'm looking for some type of validation.
My goals right now are to get the new house sorted for the kids. Work on the things in me she doesn't like. Not just for her but I know it'll make me a better person. Less grumpy and controlling of the world around me. I suppose I'm focusing on the new house as my GAL. I work away in the city a lot so attend quite a few functions.
I think the state she saw me in today has not helped. I'll see her one more time briefly before I leave for a hotel tonight after I put the kids to bed. I'll keep it friendly, I just find it so hard to leave so I just stand there...
