Rebuilding my life (ILYBNILWY? IDGAF)

[Holding]

I reflexively check the time. XW says, "F--- YOU!" In front of D.

Hey East, sorry XW is being difficult. That's shameful what she said, and in front of your D too!

I just don't get the rage. I'd love to have someone explain to me how the WAS (at this point an X) can have such rage against the LBS. Is it displaced guilt?

I like to think of post-D life as a place where I'll be free from STBXW's drama, rage, and manipulation. Sadly, your sitch reminds me it's a fantasy.