one last little list of beliefs you may have inside...
He’s my last chance at love. I need a return on my investment. What if I end up alone? Everyone will pity me because I’m divorced/family will not approve. Washed up and middle aged. Frumpy and unwanted. How will I manage financially? I am scared of meeting someone new. I don’t know how to meet someone new. I don’t know what it feels like to be in a healthy relationship.
I just don't think these^^^ are fears to let run wild. You are a physician capable of paying your bills.
You will meet someone new. I mean, seriously. (At times like these, I remind myself that most women in the world don't have electricity in their homes, let alone food in them...perspective).
Return on investment---ah yes that's my biggest weakness for sure. Realizing that the "house always wins" in this, was a hard hard lesson for me.
I'm still working on it. Or I will keep losing my hands.
anyway, food for thought.
Remember We are on Team Sara and we are rooting for you!
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
