The last couple weeks have been filled with lots of ups and downs, crying, laughing, worrying about my future, celebrating the past. I feel like my emotions are finally starting to settle down. I'm still very upset about my loss, but I'm functioning.
The Halloween party that I helped host, was very successful, and I had a good time. I got a chance to meet some new people. I've been able to branch out a little and socialize in New circles, which I know is important to my GAL.
I keep having hiccups along the way , reflecting on thoughts that I should put out of my mind, and engaging in situations that I probably should avoid. But, I have to keep reminding myself that this is a process , and that I need to be kind to myself and others. Once it is all over, I will have done some things that were right, and I will have made some mistakes. I'm hopeful that all of it will help me grow into a better person in the end. My life is moving forward.
