LH and J9, I was about to type out a justification, but you know what? Y'all are right.
Arguing about the percentage was pointless. I got caught up in the moment.
J9, you asked about my goals. Well, one of my new goals is to not be afraid of STBXW and how she will inevitably rage as this M unravels. I try to stand my ground, but I realize that it does let her have some power over me in that she can get me to engage in an argument. I really just need to walk away.
This is so hard. I know one of my issues is emotional availability, but I can't work on that in this sitch. Dealing with her feels like it's turning me into Spock.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
