Well this morning she broke down when she realised I was supposed to work away tonight, I asked what the problem was as she said she was only staying away when I was home. So turns out she can't handle being in the house alone at night with the kids. What's funny is ive known this for some time, and when she said she didn't love me anymore and didn't want "this" anymore, I knew she was referring to the family rather than just me. I asked what she is going to do when I've moved out next week, she said she'll feel better then. I honestly think she's had a breakdown, she looks absolutely broken. My guess is she's feeling guilty for wanting to get away from me, the kids and well the family I suppose.
I've said I'll stay until Thursday as I've 2 days of meetings in the south of England. Then I'll be moving out at the weekend. I need to stop helping her and propping her up, hopefully when I'm gone she will realise she needs help when things don't get magically better, unless of course they do, which also will at least mean she is OK.
