This is NOT about whether you are worthy or not. This is about HIM being incapable of being the man you thought he was.
Yes, it's rotten when plans don't turn out the way we thought they would. But you just might find yourself in an even better, alternate future if you let go and fly!
I thought I'd be getting ready to retire with my ex right about now, my kids grown, free to travel.
Instead I'm divorced, and yes, currently single (although I've had some splendid dating adventures.) but in the 9 years since my ex left, I've grown my practice, been invited to teach other physicians at conferences, written a chapter in a book, learned to play drums and vibraphone, performed and toured a little, taken some great international trips with my mom and sister. It's not the life I envisioned, but now I realize my ex probably did me a favor.