ugh! Already received the court date after dropping the papers off last week... December 8th. eeeeekkkk! That's fast! Everyone told me 4-6 months... guess not. Welp.. at least this will knock one of my rest of 2017/18 goals off the list.

When I got the letter it was like a punch in the gut. Weird feeling since I am the one who pushed for this. Just very sad. It didn't have to be this way. It knocked me down for about an hour and had to give myself a mini pep talk to shake it off. I have a halloween party tonight!! Can't be in a blah mood for that!

Maybe the swiftness of it is a weird sign that this is the right thing... hmmmm...