I just can't stop crying today.

It's pouring down rain, turning cold, my Mama is here and she is a lot like my H- let's just pretend like life is grand so we don't have to deal with anything. All she can do is sit here and read jokes off Facebook. As I struggle to hold back tears.

My mothering traits are so VERY different from hers. No way could I sit in a room with my child who is fighting back tears, and ignore them.
Even at my age, it hurts.

I know this will pass, but right now I'm fighting to just hang on.


M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton