Yes, I still love my w but don’t think texting that reply to her helps. Yes, I am trying to get my d finalized, but still hope and pray for R but recognize that is not possible at this stage. And yes, trying to detach but still very much worry about her health and safety. One of these days she could just not come back and I would not know if she was dead or alive. I shudder to think that.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving