Blu - I was in the same boat after Dday.

Please. Don't. I came dangerously close myself.

I had this long soliloquy typed out but deleted it. No need to get into specifics.

When I look back on it, I'm glad I stopped it. It showed that I had what my WW didn't have - the ability to make the right choice. Sure, the chemical high was great - that's exactly what my W experienced with OM. But I stopped.

I'm glad I did. I feel SO much better now about it.

Me: 52
Her: 48
2D 26 & 16
M: 25 years (together 30)
EA/discovered by accident Valentines day 2016
Admitted SOME physical but no IC.
We know that's a lie.
Status - tryin to R