Well, it's over. One moment it was 2-2, the next minute it was 11-2 and I was shaking his hand. Funny game sometimes, he caught a big gear, broke well, got some good luck, and melted away the nine racks.

I'm pretty detached right now, I've been zoned out for a while and am kind of numb. Just the sinking sense that when I come to a bit the loss will hurt more and more. For now I'm just going to kill time until it's nightfall and wait for a new day to begin. I'll be fine. I knew what I signed up for and I can't get where I'm going without many more days like this on the way.

Until next time...


Me:38 XW:38
T:11 years M:8 years
Kids: S14, D11, D7
BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15