You are one of the most amazing people on this board for sharing your thoughts and insights. Your warmth, caring and intelligence come through in everything you write.
I think you are trying to even the score with your H in some twisted way. I get it. Totally.
But the warmth, caring and intelligence are going to prevent you from enjoying this and like Ginger you will be regretting it for a long time to come.
Dig deeper Blu. Find true forgiveness for this man and for yourself.
