Limerence and My Situation 5

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but would personally prefer us ALL waking up together on Christmas day but said we are where we are and need to deal with it.

Mark, you really have to stop saying things like that to her... If she wants back in the M, she'll know what to do.

Now you know why I made a written agreement with my XW stating in which years I have them for christmas, easter etc. vice versa. To avoid talks like that. (she still wants to discuss them almost every time a holiday comes up, but at least I have the power to stand my ground).

Deep down I feel that the detaching I’ve been doing has just been blown away but on the other hand I feel better in the fact that she knows I’m still invested in our MR.

I'm 100 % positive she knew that already.