I don’t have any faith.- WW Why no faith? - me Because the state of mind I’m in and the place I’m at with everything and everything that has happened. I have no faith. - WW I don’t mean to hurt you by saying this, but other than friendship, I feel dead inside.There is no coming back from that. - WW From what? - Me this^^ is you wanting reassurance from her.
I think we both know that at least part of "no coming back" is that she now feels cornered publicly.
That increases the chances of her wanting out of the M, and seeing that as vindication that she was right to.
Being dead inside.-WW I didn't realize it was that bad. I'm sorry. - Me I'm sorry it has come to this too. - WW It's not about him, He is not winning. It is not a Contest -WW
Excerpts from the text she sent me tonight at work after OM called her about the contact I had with his ex 2 months ago.
Don't contact the ex again (is she his wife or his ex? If she's his ex, what was the point of that?)
Don't apologize for it either. Even though I disagree with you doing it, you cannot be expected to be perfect in this painful situation and it is, what it is. It's done.
Maybe you can Go "from this day forward" like the vows say.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
