I'm weird with the tears too. Cried my eyes out when the older family dog died, (and h was a jerk, to boot). Cried the anniversary of mom's death, which came a day after my wedding anniversary.
A few tears I stifle down about every month or so. Like when I hear a song on the radio or at the big family wedding last month. I had to "REDIRECT" my thoughts fast.
But sobbing? Twice, in the past year. And with other things triggering it.
Believe me, it's not for lack of caring. I don't get it.
I'll address it in T and fwiw, Leah,
I do wish I could. Weird.
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