How do I get things right?

[Lovelyp]

Thank you all for the responses. You made my day. This is the first time I have managed to detach completely. Other times I would respond out of fear of losing the marriage. Now I am not afraid anymore, I am only praying for the best and for God to lead me. If it is his will then he will open Hs eyes and he seeks IC and works on his issues while I do the same. I feel making the changes and is for myself and I know it will make me a better person.