Why are you putting so much pressure on her? What happened to 'not pursuing'?
Yeah I blew it, I don't know what the heck I was thinking, we talked 2 more times after that in which I continued the convo... not all was lost though, I feel as though my my position is shifting. After the last talk I realized, I don't know how much farther into the convos I want to go before she apologizes for what she did to me with the police. I know I forgave her already, but she has to own what she did. I was reading other forums where they were discussing how to tell the kids and I realized, we never got the opportunity to that, they watched the police split there family up, that may be their memory of our last day living together as a family. At least at this point today, those are my feelings, we'll see what tomorrow brings... whatever the case I need to stop pursuing, stop pressuring.
The sun still rises, even though the pain.
Married: 10 Together: 17 M:40 W:37 D:13, S 7, S:5 1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17 Separated: 7/26/17 W moved back home: 12/1/17
