I am so glad that you returned and provided an amazing update. You sound strong and confident!
You are doing the right thing by putting your focus on your youngest and being there to support her as she navigates her way through high school.
Yes, my dear, your time will come. You are a very wise woman who has been and still is an inspiration to all who read your postings. Please come back to visit again very soon.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.