How do I get things right?

[Lovelyp]

I feel so much better now when I am alone. I was making so much effort single handedly and the pain and frustration is what ultimately took a toll. I know divorce is wrong (I am christian) but I feel so unhappy with him. He has not treated me well. I khave not been perfect and caused him pain too. Now I also feel guilty and a part of me wants to help him move on but with the way he treats me I find it difficult. He wants to talk to me but I really dont want because talking drains me and I really want to avoid feeling depressed by his treatment. What will it take to repair this marriage? Will we be happy?